Choices

When we want everyone in our life to respect the choices we make for ourselves, we should do the same for others. 

I have so much to jot down (little one, best friend home, her bachellorette, best friend shopping and why to avoid online shopping in India for infants, why i dont wanna go back to work, how mind works, feeding problem guide, baby boy care, depression issues, much needed holiday ideas and my not-working-plans to get it, business plan and why I’m stuck between keeping or not keeping a helper.. so on amd on) and tell you all and so little energy that I procastinate. And it become never because all the positive thoughts vanish in time with all the running between feeds and work and ideas and sleeps and cleaning. 

At my mom’s place if I’ll he able to understand and make my Mom understand and remind her how her daughter in law must be feeling. Reminding her everytime to hug her before going to bed and asking her what she likes. I hope its not that difficult if you do all these little things from day one. 

In my lap

He slept in my lap and I caller her. 

“Hey whatsup?” 

“I’m in train.”

“Oh my god?” I was dumbstruck! Literally. 

I askee her what happened. Her parents had asked her to come for the week before her joining. I had a feeling that they will not let her come back. 

My baby woke up and I hung up saying, “Please come back, you’ll not be able to stay there for 8 months! Go just before the wedding, when you guys start shopping. Or else you’ll irritate your fiance!” 

A Good Life

Everyday is more beautiful with my baby and husband with me. When I go to my mom’s place, though I have all the time for myself and to rest, I start missing all the fun I have with my family here. Home is where bagpack is? Nope. Home is where family is. My little family is my home. In all ups and downs, if we are together, safe and stomach full, life is good. 

What do you do when a necessarily ‘to be regarded’ person in your life thinks that you are wrong? No matter how much you are doing. Sincerely because you are so at your soul and not because you are here to impress. Why is it always about right and wrong? Why not about someone’s heart and genuinty? People are allowed to be happy. And people shall be allowed to make choice for their happiness. Most importantly, if your words make an opinion about someone, make a positive one. 

Hello from this side of life

The ordinary words wasn’t planned properly. Prople plan so much before opening a blog. Mine was a random idea. I had about 10 stories to tell and thankfully whatsapp wasn’t so active. I managed to do good initially but I got married and then got engaged. If it makes sense. Lol. 

Right now I’m travelling. And its okay. Breastfeeding times gets problematic because of so many people around.and my baby is completely on me. Guess what, I have done it proudly four months now. 

Keeping in touch. Writing again makes me feel better. 

Life with my little guy

I love my baby a lot. When I’m occupied doing some work- like mostly getting ready for attending the social parties or this time packinv for a family religious tour or any household chore- I hope that I someone attends to him. But when I’m not doing anything, I love playing with him. I get more attracted to him when someone else is playing with him and he is very jolly. I start missing hugging Chimo. 

Chimo was sick this weekend due to so much travelling and again we have bags packed, this time to fly and not car travel. I’m not at all excited for this trip. Chimo is very small. I’m hoping to take good care of him and hoping he enjoys and stays fit and gets to sleep and play on his back everywhere. The iteniary is fixed by our uncle’s family. And its a big family tour. Everything is so scheduled with a little guy on board. Can we do it? Or should it be ‘Can I do it?’ Time will tell. 

After I come back, that would be Sunday evening, I’ll plan to leave to see my Mumme. I miss her so badly. I miss being myself. I miss sleeping nicely and talking opening and laughing greatly and eating peacefully. I miss getting spoiled. Its so restful. Lets see if I get to go there.