This was the view from our room in Tirumala. We could see two windmills. There were so many Chrishtmas trees and the roads reminded me of Queenstown, NZ.
2 nights and 2 days trip with an infant and a schedule to catch.
It is beautiful place but we are hurring everything so much. I wanted to hold his hand a stroll around the beach. I did but it wasn’t so special because I was very consious.
How much a child loves his/her mother! It’s unbelievable how many times a child calls her in a day or an hour itself. They don’t get tired of looking at her beautiful heart and hiding michiefly to make her smile. So precious a mother is to every child. Her voice and her fragrance gives so much comfort, love and homeliness.
If only one can tell, if it’s a mother’s beauty or a child’s innocence that has made this relation so pure and heartwarming. Every bond is so great to look at and notice how they care for each other.
A special wish to all the first time mothers out there. Don’t forget to do something for yourselves on behalf of your infant. Babies are cute, specially their first year. We have sleepless nights but that means more time to spend with the munchkin. We are making an awesome human.
My baby is a superhero. Only four days are left to go back (from Mom’s place) to work and I’m already sinking in the dillemma of never going (staying is difficult too because I don’t like it very much here.) But my baby is showing so much love! He hugs me and doesn’t want me to leave the room, he is just 5months. Sometimes want is better than need. A stupid example is, “Do I need a baby? Or I want a baby?” Both. His unconditional love makes me feel life there will not be that bad with him by my side to make me smile atleast before sleeping.
Happy Mother’s day ladies. The best thing to do for your child is to give them you presence and love. The best things to do for yourself is to stay strong, healthy, happy and meditate.
When we want everyone in our life to respect the choices we make for ourselves, we should do the same for others.
I have so much to jot down (little one, best friend home, her bachellorette, best friend shopping and why to avoid online shopping in India for infants, why i dont wanna go back to work, how mind works, feeding problem guide, baby boy care, depression issues, much needed holiday ideas and my not-working-plans to get it, business plan and why I’m stuck between keeping or not keeping a helper.. so on amd on) and tell you all and so little energy that I procastinate. And it become never because all the positive thoughts vanish in time with all the running between feeds and work and ideas and sleeps and cleaning.
At my mom’s place if I’ll he able to understand and make my Mom understand and remind her how her daughter in law must be feeling. Reminding her everytime to hug her before going to bed and asking her what she likes. I hope its not that difficult if you do all these little things from day one.
He slept in my lap and I caller her.
“I’m in train.”
“Oh my god?” I was dumbstruck! Literally.
I askee her what happened. Her parents had asked her to come for the week before her joining. I had a feeling that they will not let her come back.
My baby woke up and I hung up saying, “Please come back, you’ll not be able to stay there for 8 months! Go just before the wedding, when you guys start shopping. Or else you’ll irritate your fiance!”