All about fear 2

Yes. I’m scared. With every passing minute I’m scared. I’m scared that every wall that I’ve built will fall down. That every dream that I have hidden will come out. I’m scared that I’ll start living again. I’m scared that my heart may again start controlling my mind. I’m scared that I’ll start doing everything that I gave up.
Then a day will come, you will show that you are not this. You never were. It was all I had presumed. It wouldn’t be your fault. It had to be mine. I’ll lose everything. Even when I had somewhere known all my fears, even when I had noticed all the little things that warned me.. I let myself loose. My heart will not be broken, because then, I wont have one.

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